This week's been rough for me...
Got me thinking about my future...
I've not been getting a lot of sleep...
If my brain and neck can speak,
they'll be screaming for help...
I would be exhausted and
the only thing I wanna do is sleep...
But I won't be able to...
There's just too many things in my head....
The only feeling that I know is I'm numb...
I mean that's how you would feel if you experience
too many things at the same time....
Numb to the extend that you feel helpless...
To the extend that you don't even care what's happening to you...
Ok..
My entry might not make sense to any of you...
But I just need to let it out....
So I guess it really do not matter if neither of you understand...
So bear with me for now....
All I can do now is pray...
Pray that He will guide me through all this...
Pray all this would end...
Pray that He have mercy on me...
Pray that He save me from all the heartache and hurt...
Pray that all this is just a dream and I would
wake up and everything is OK...