..:: A Day In The Life Of An Angel::..'

♥ Thursday, December 28, 2006

It's easy to fall in love and fall out of love with someone....You say it often enough on how hurt,disappointed and sad you were went when I left you...I know how much you cared and how much you treasure what we had...I know what you are feeling and I heard what you have to say about it...But one thing that NO ONE knew....
No one knew that I was hurt...No one knew how I disappointed with you and no one definately knew how sad I was for making that decision...No one knew....Reason???I hide from everyone's knowledge....Why???It's better not knowing what goes on...I kept it to myself as I felt that it was for the best....
You don't know how many countless time I woke up in the middle of the night crying,thinking about the "What if"...You don't know how I sat infront of the computer crying when you told me off about the hurt you felt...You don't know...No one does....
You kept asking me if I was doing fine...All I answered was "I'll be ok"...I had to make it ok even if I'm not...I had to make it work for me and for everyone even if I was hurting...You also don't know that I had to make the decision that I made...I waited for you to make the first move and that didn't happen...You don't know and no one does....
With what I kept to myself is out,now you know and everyone does....

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
12:42 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 26, 2006

HAPPY BOXING DAY!!!!!Well,it's 2 years now since the tsunami incident that hit Aceh and other parts of the world...Losing a lot of love ones especially at this time of the year must be really hard for them...My condelences to them...It's a bit late but it is sincere...He3...
All the sad topics aside...Happy happy thoughts now....So how was the Christmas celebration???Must be loads of fun...Wanna know how I spend my Christmas???I spend it at work...Hehehe...Trust me...It was packed from morning till the time I knocked off....Goodness gracious....Yesterday was sunny too so everyone was out and about...So the best place to chill out with the family was the park...Children running around playing in the playground,riding the bikes and blades,mummys and daddys sitting on mats chatting and just having fun...Fun day for them but disasterous day for everyone at my workplace....Everyone was seen running around to get things done...
I'm not trying to mock Singaporeans but its a fact that you can never get Singaporeans to pick up their tray and throw the rubbish in the bin...I'm speaking from experience...I dunno but its as if their hands might break or fracture doing it...Even when there are no other seats,they would rather call on the staff to clear it...That is definately ridiculous...They are just too pampered...They would even rush for free balloons and free child foldable crafts...Oh ya...I forgot...They rush for it cos its free....We need to stop this as it is really embarrasing....
Another incident that happen on Christmas day was this particular customer from China...I am not stereotyping people from China but it was an incident that happen to me...Ok here's what happened...I was taking order using the PDA as the queue was long..So to cut their waiting time,we take order 1st so that the people from the counter would have their order and any special order would already been processed...So I approached this man and ask him what he would like to order....He replied and this was he's exact words "I prefer to order in Chinese..." I was so pissed cos I asked him nicely and he just shoots at me that way...I dun mean to be rude to my customer so I shot back at him "Well sir,obviously I can't speak Mandarin and you can speak English...So have a nice day..."After that I just walked off...A few minutes after he went to his seat,I saw him walking back to the counter area...He wanted to approach me but he hesitated and went to one of my manager who's a Malay...I was there and heard everything...Then when he saw me,he looked embarassed cos he was speaking in English...The point I'm trying to make is that do not go aroud shooting at people who is just trying to help you and boastfully said that you do not want to speak in English...And when you are in trouble,you have to ask them for help right...Haiz...I really do not understand...It is all in a day's work for me...
People are funny and I am bound to meet more of this funny character...Alright...That is all that I can update...This butterfly princess wanna catch her favorite show...Hehehe...Take care and Ariverderchi...

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
9:57 AM

♥ Saturday, December 23, 2006

Yes...Yes...Been a week since this princess last update...Been busy with work...Geez...So what's new right...Hehehe...Sat for my final semester exam on Monday and Fri...I finally ended my diploma course...Insyaallah,I'll be a Diploma grad from Edith Cowan University,Australia, in March next year...All I need to do is look for a stable job and maybe get married????Hahaha...But that's going to be like years from now...Hehehe...
My week was full of all the emotions any human could feel....Terrified,nervous,happy,etc....And all this I felt in one day and when you might ask...Well it was on Wednesday....My workplace organised Christmas Party for the kids...It was so much fun and also scary...Kids in a large number equals to chaotic...And I tell you, kids can be the little demon they are...The theme for the party was Prince and Princess and the kids came dress up in their cute and pretty costumes...One girl wore this red princess dress and I found out that it was bought in Paris Disneyland!!!!!!OMG!!!!These kids are really pampered and and fortunate...I have not even been to the HongKong or Tokyo ones....Goodness....But the dress is really nice and the material's definately better then the ones sold here....And I swore after the party,I had a migraine...Luckily it was not so bad and I could still function....HAHAHAHA....Reached home at 12 midnight and boy was I tired...Took my shower and straight to bed I went...
My final paper yesterday was kinda stressful for me...I feel like I have too many to write...At the end of the paper,my right hand ached...Hehehe...My week was ok and I had fun...Well this princess will try to update again soon cos I'm getting sleepy...
Goodnight everyone...Take care and ariverderchi...

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
9:48 PM

♥ Friday, December 15, 2006

I don't know what to blog today...It's a bored day for me...I just stayed at home the whole day...Brother and sister working...Daddy and mummy will only be home later from Melacca...I'm so bored at home...I'm planning to go to the pasar malam(night market) again later...Thought of buying for daddy the japanese pizza that he liked and maybe buy myself some keropok lekor(fish crackers from Malaysia)...The ones sister bought yesterday was nice...But then again,its just what I might do later...I'm not too sure if I want to go or not...I'm so fickle minded...
Working tomorrow and I think there's a lot to do...But I'm only working for a few hours...Kinda looking forward to it cos at least I get to get out of the house...
Well,I guess that's all for now...I don't know what else I want to update...Take care all...Ariverderchi...

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
6:02 PM

♥ Thursday, December 14, 2006

The princess is back...Hehehe...Don't really know what to update though...Met up with Hubby yesterday at Bugis...Call me jakun(mountain tortoise) but YES,yesterday I just discovered that Bugis and Suntec is a walking distance away...Hehehe...Hubby brought me to Bras Basah Complex to look at guitars...He's into guitars,bass and all the musician stuff...I just tag along and listen to Hubby explain all the instruments purposes and stuff...Hubby tried playing some latin rythm on a guitar and it was GOOD....I was definately proud of him....Hehehe...
Then walk to Suntec and just walk around the mall...We were walking at the movies and Hubby wanted to watch Open Season...So bought the tickets and went for dinner as it was around 7pm...After dinner we went straight into the theater...The show was ok...Not up to my expectation but had a few good laughs...As usual,Hubby didnt send me home...He said he's going to he's friend's place so I didnt bother insisting as it might just pissed him off...Reached home around 10pm and watch a bit of TV...Kinda boring outing but at least I was out of the house...
Today just stay at home and I'm planning to go to the pasar malam(night market) later...Shall ask sis if she wanna go too....Look like I have to go back and hit the books....
Update again soon...Take care...Ariverderchi...

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
4:09 PM

♥ Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Hey everyone....Yes..I'm finally back to update....It's been terribly busy for me....Schooling on weekdays and working on the weekends...Just one week into the school semester, in comes all the projects and assignmnts....How does a girl survive????!!!!!!Well I did and I'm in my final leg of the race....Next week will be my exam week,so wish me luck.....
Things have been going fine I think,or not...For starters,I'm still working at the old place...Doing the same things...Kinda enjoying it but its really tiring...Like schooling on the weekdays is not tiring enough for me,weekends I'm working...It did come to a point that I wanted to resign and I did submit the resignation letter but NO....It was turned down....AGAIN....Haiz...I guess I can only resign when I get a permanent job...We'll see how it is...
What's next.....What next.....Oh ya....My dearest cousin,Lynn,have officially change her title to "Mrs" two weeks ago....I know she loving it....Anyway "Selamat Pengantin Baru" to Kak Lynn n Bro Mus...
I think that's all for today...Better get started on the chores if I'm planning to go out with you know who...Hehehehe.....Alright everyone...Take care...Ariverderchi...

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
9:11 AM