..:: A Day In The Life Of An Angel::..'

♥ Thursday, December 28, 2006

It's easy to fall in love and fall out of love with someone....You say it often enough on how hurt,disappointed and sad you were went when I left you...I know how much you cared and how much you treasure what we had...I know what you are feeling and I heard what you have to say about it...But one thing that NO ONE knew....
No one knew that I was hurt...No one knew how I disappointed with you and no one definately knew how sad I was for making that decision...No one knew....Reason???I hide from everyone's knowledge....Why???It's better not knowing what goes on...I kept it to myself as I felt that it was for the best....
You don't know how many countless time I woke up in the middle of the night crying,thinking about the "What if"...You don't know how I sat infront of the computer crying when you told me off about the hurt you felt...You don't know...No one does....
You kept asking me if I was doing fine...All I answered was "I'll be ok"...I had to make it ok even if I'm not...I had to make it work for me and for everyone even if I was hurting...You also don't know that I had to make the decision that I made...I waited for you to make the first move and that didn't happen...You don't know and no one does....
With what I kept to myself is out,now you know and everyone does....

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
12:42 PM